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Changes
I've just taken my first T-jab in a
3-week regime and will be taking my second one in a couple days time.I
feel my breasts smaller and my arm muscles hardening. I did 20 pushups
without breaking a sweat. I swam 20 laps without stopping to rest. It
may be the placebo effect, but I feel my hips leaner and my shoulders
broader. I feel heavier but leaner.
My voice cracks sometimes, throaty. And
then it's back to normal. But what is normal?
My lover quietly observes, and tells me
she will have a problem when my voice changes. She's very audio, while I
am very visual. How will you sound through the phone? How will I know
it's you? I like your voice now, she tells me in her quiet voice.
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My 4th T-jab
I got my fourth Sustanon 250 jab on Oct
26th.I became ultra horny and could not get enoughof porn. My gf is in
India and I dont have myprivate room. I masturbated until my hand sours.
I want to do porn flicks to finance my subversive films. This is my
ambition. My voice is hoarse. I feel like a horse. I am hungry and can
eat one. My biceps hardened, my shoulders broadened. My face...I don't
know. Stania says I look like Andy Lau.
I shaved for the first
time at the age of 34.
I use some free hotel shaving cream from a generic, white tube. Pressed
out a thin white smear and apply above my lip. I use a plastic
disposable hotel shaver on the thin line of dark below my nose.
The straight razor negotiating the bend. It
leaves a stinging feeling and I remember my dad saying why he hated to
shave. I apply the aftershave, oww.. and then it cools down instantly.
Nice.
I am not a man. I am not a woman. I pass
easily, but sometimes I don't. It's not my intention. I just want to be
comfortable in my own skin.
 
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